written 4.7.07 – 2AM
The wind blows across our face and beckons us into the deep
Some move with swift intent, others warn and question-
The journey is far and fast and wide, much to our hearts surprise
We were made with the breath to sustain the distance
We were made with the hope and the promise of dawn
Will we run the race and raise the sails of our journey so steep?
Will we cower behind the shadow of sleep until the wind is faint and still?
How do we know what tomorrow holds?
How do we know if the wind is sure?
All we can do is watch those around us with wind in their hair
Their sails set high, courageously passing us by.
Once we rode the sea of adventure,
Once we held onto its spontaneous embrace.
We flew together, the wind and I, as we glided across the midnight sky.
The stars shown bright that night, each one brilliant and close –
Flying across the ocean deep
A destination to behold of once mere childhood dreams
Now finally, walking upon this land where ancient stories linger
A smile, the smell, permanent photographs upon the heart
- The wind is now in my hair
As swiftly as the stars appeared over the journey so great,
The dawn drew in the final tears and silent memories of late
The wind once blew upon my face, but now it’s faint and still.
Will I run the race and raise my sails in another journey so steep?
Or will I cower behind the shadow of sleep, and watch it pass me by?
- The wind is blowing upon my face.
Epilogue:
Tonight I’m up late, again, not sleeping. It’s been almost a year since the spark of creative writing has flowed thru my fingers. When I write in poetry or free style I feel connected and alive. I know this is only the work of the Holy Spirit igniting the spark of anointed arts inside me and that is where I am most complete. I was finishing up another late Saturday night preparing worship and sending out some last minute emails thru myspace. I saw a picture of a girl I went to South Africa with, nearly 7 years ago. The moments I spent in SA are etched on my heart forever, like a tree scared with the hearts of two young lovers. The etching will always be there I believe – with the smiles, the beautiful faces, the smells, the tastes and the sounds of that place continuously beating thru my soul. I remember flying to South Africa across the midnight sky; the 18 hour journey seemed like one second. The stars were beautiful as I looked out across the ocean somewhere. I was standing in the cockpit, as the captain of that SAA aircraft gave me a tour of the stars – something I will never be able to do again commercially. I remember the very first steps I took onto the ramp in South Africa, it was very surreal, like a slow motion movie. It was something I had been dreaming of for years. Some days, when I smell chaffer dishes or certain kerosene’s I see the pictures of the faces in my heart and I can feel their dark little hands reaching out to touch my ivory skin. Right now, I know I’m not in position for that wind to sail me back. But in my dreams I’m already there and in my heart I have a buried treasure full of memories.
I saw of my one of my African travel companions tonight that captured the very essence of a powerful woman, a woman who follows the wind, and is ready to run with any movement of the Holy Spirit. She was standing somewhere in India with the most beautiful calm on her face, in only one of her many experiences ministering around the world. I’ve watched her for the past few years and I am amazed by her adventures and her passion for God. She has traveled thru Europe, Dominican, many other countries and now India. Tonight I am inspired by her passion and her journey….the journey….all of our journeys…

